21 guns!! yeah!!!

Do you know what's worth fighting for,

When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
You and I

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
You and I

Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire?
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone

When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
You and I

ari nie..ntah la..ape yerk..hepi + sedih..

ade yg menggembirakan...ade yg sedih..nape?? ntah la..hurm..huhu.. ase nk tembak diri sendiri..lagu 21 guns best la..huhu..hope jd smbut new year kt kL dgn eiha..huhu..dh lame tringin..aku dpt on9 n webcam pun jasa resort nie..esk dah xley..huhu..mesti sedih..mesti sunyi.. huhu..just aku nk ckp..selagi ada waktu selagi tu ada rindu...biar beribu batu..aku akn bertemu die..

7 disember 2009..

mak..aku xthn..ase nk pegi hospital..tp mak asyik suh pegi sendiri jer,,mcm mane???? hurm..aku dh la susah nk tdo smlm..bgn lak awal..knape? sbb mmg aku xley tdo..cm ade suatu kehilangan dlm jiwa aku..huhu..kenape nsb aku slali mcm nie..bagai sekuntum bunga yg baru nk mekar..tp dh layu sbb xcukup air..cahaya matahari..hurm..ika bru ajak aku outing jumaat nie kt KBMALL tp..wah.. hurm..xtau la nk outing mane ag ngan dak2 nie..parkson?? mls g bandar..tesco?? borink daa.. billion??ape yg ade..mydin??mak cik2..pakcik2 blh la date..aku xnk..hahaha..pagi2 bgn aku dah lyn lagu suara ku berharap..nadiah..nadiah..oh nadiah..ape yg kau harapkan??? aku sendiri pun xtau.. semalam aku ade ckp dgn makcik..aku tnyer die.."cik tie nape kite 2 slalu kne tinggal kt org ??" mak cik aku just jwp.."xtau la.."huhu..ari nie nk kene g besut lg..adoi..dlm hati mls nk g mane2..tp adik kne exam untuk kemasukan mrsm..so kne la g..aku xlarat la sebenarnyer..semalam mmg aku stress,,adik aku 3 ekor tu gdh..pastu dgnaku2 pun kne mrh..sib bek aku bkn jns melawan..ikut hati nk jer aku ckp.."IDUP PUN SUSAH NK MATI DOSA BANYAK!!" huhu..semalam aku xtau ape slh aku..teruk aku kne maki..sedangkan yg buat hal adik2 aku..huhu..tension giler2..aku msuk bilik..nangis puas2..dh la mase tu bru kne tinggal.. aku tringat dulu2 lau mcm nie punyer tension aku akan cederakan diri aku..mkn ubt bnyk2..smpai aku separuh sedar...tp aku dh tobat..xnk buat lg..so hanye dgn nangis jer aku luahkan kekecewaan aku..aku xckp pada diri aku yg aku seorang yg kuat..tp sekuat manakah aku..dinding konkrit blh runtuh.. ini kan aku yg kerdil nie..huh..ase xsbr blik uitm..kt sane ade zu..ade eiha..huhu..3 ari lg result aku..sbr jerla n sedia untuk dimaki2 lg oleh bapak aku.. YA ALLAH..dugaan ape lg nanti..aku redha jer..k la u all..take care..t free2 aku posting lg..daaa...